things like this happens unexpectedly
when you have to be there means be there.
i know the feeling of not being there for someone who is close to you.
sooooo
there you go.

i know she hates feeling guilty so..
its okae!
haha..
she needs you.

of course its saddening
wadcha expect people
but
im used to it by now. =)



wad should i do wad should i do
wad should i do noww.

all busy doing their stuff
hayley not helping.
just have to wait it out for now.

so you think ur ready!?!
than say this with me! Go!
We were born for this!
we were born for this~

qqqqqqqqqqqqqqwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeerty

Today was wonderful and hilarious.
imagine a 20 year old guy hoping ard like a girl, holding a umbrella as if nth is wrong.
Never fail to make me laugh siaa. ahaha.
Cognitive faci bought us this sunflower seed choc bt its like nt the same as the ones i ate ages ago.
bt anywayy, thank you faci
you'll be missed for sure.

Went out with Jane, after school.
That girl uh,
if one day never pinch, box(as in punch in the stomach or anywhere) poke n so on n so forth, when see me, cannot sia.
It was a funny and interesting way on how we get to know each other and get along as well..
Those awkward moments. ahaha.
My first gift was a ferrare roache choc. correct or nt i spell...
ya three of them. haha
Than milo packet.
both like exchange2 uhh. ahaha.
I always look down or like divert my attention when i see her.
Shy la dey.. ahaha.
whether wan or not to start a convo when we're both in msn.
(i'll wait for a few minutes.. tick tock tick tock tick tock.. double clicks on her name)
ahhhh. ahaha

Look where we are now.
Went to a K-pop concert with her.
Airport
Aeroplanes
Movies
btw watch tooth fairy with her jus now, wierd to see the Rock wearing a ballerina costume
bt wtheck,
still made me laugh.. ahaha.
Just the two of us,
Everything that we both loves to do and share,
We did.

Now my whole body smells of her.
It is so damn hard to resist her smell.
Her wavy hair.
Tried to..
but..
yaa.. ahaha
Feels kinda wierd when I didnt send her off properly.
but hey,
theres always a next time. =)

I Love Her.

Matthew is most probably shredding his guitar at the indoor stadium right now..
Hi Chris
Hello Dominic
You guys rock my music world like since forever.
\m/

PARAMORE!!!
Farros!!
Hayley..
Kite jumpe eh nanti.
ahaha

i wanna eat!!
bathe!!
TKNK BUAT RJ!!(kidding)
Sleep.
BYE!

i gt 5 ut to take
ut = understanding test.
yupppp.
Muse today sia.
Shawal going
Shah going
Mimi nt going
I going.
ahaha~
cant sleep laa dey..
ut sucks ut sucks ut sucks ut sucks ut sucks
all together five uh.
irritating uh number five.
pfft.
gonna browse for awhile more than sleep.

bed is missing me..
bt here i am..
missing you.

well gdnight la ppl.
gdnight neighbours
gdnight cat outside of my house
gdnight world~

I seriously do not know how to please you anymore.
It's like everything i do sort of irritate n piss you off.
It so hard for things to become,
but so darn easy to change.
Be with me when you only want to.
Is that the only reason i am for to you?
I hope not.
but its not easy to believe either.
Its hard bearing all these things.
But i never give in to them.
Coz i know i'll pull it through with you, here.
That is me.
Your happiness & love is the only thing i wished for.

cheer up asy.
hwaiting!! aja2.. haha..

had a blast on friday. like whoahh uhh. hahaa
team did great for comms.
thought gonna crash n burn but surprisingly we pass and got praised too. hahaa
black n the rest was planning to go shisha on tht day bt i cant go coz its..



Our 5mths being together. ahahaa
i've known her for abt a year uh actually bt like.. takes thing slow like tht uh.. haha
went to airport coz we both wanted to go together for like so long..
see the aeroplanes.. all types of people there.. the big spaces.. mcm2 uh.
uh SHINee was sppose to arrive tht late afternoon..
waited n waited n... waited summore.. bt tk kluar2 pun..
so went to t3 where the planes are happily waiting for us.. ahaha
gaze2 look2 than it was time to went home.
she had to meet her family at bishan so had to stop there..
i swear its so hard letting her hand go..
like wanna put superglue there on the spot bt tht would be ridiculous..
reached home ard 9+
ate chicken rice n chicken puffs, washed up n..
zZzZzZ

whole hand cover with small red dots.. especially the right.. haha

I love us.

Had tons of fun today.
classmates was being an ass as usual bt still brought a lot of laughss.
i wonder how im gonna get inside class without touching the handle eh.. ahahaa
went to town with jane after school.
I love making her smile n laugh coz its brings smiles to me too. haha get it?
Love her even more everyday.
its almost a year since i've known her sia.
pretty long ehh.
I'm surprise that i've been patient will her all long. why oh whyy~
ahh sleepy...
gonna sleep now. gdnight ppl~


the message is really suspicious like one of a kind sia
hate this feeling.